A champagne supernova.

It's the last day of the year 2007 already, never had it coming thatttttt FAST. So have you guys made up your resolutions for 2008? I think I have none 'cause they just seem to fail me every year. Without a doubt, I get poorer, fatter and stupider each year. Get what I mean? There's no such word as stupider. It's MORE stupid. LOL. Random.

Well, on the last day of 2007.... There is school! WOW! TP ROCKS MAN. ZZZ. So I'm going to school later for a couple of lessons and continue tidying up the store. It's almost finished! :D All what's left is packing, tagging, and syncing! I still need a lot more of wine bottles for vm. Do donate/lend this poor bugger here k? Drop me a message. (: If you're wondering why I need it, this is the reason:

Abit chapalang eh? But the overall effect is great!
Yup, the team's selling bikinis and FBT bottoms. Operation starts on 4 Jan, dooooo drop by. (: See, we still need bottles. There is an empty shelving. Hmmms. Whatever.. just remembered that I HAVE to go to school. You know why? I left my purse containing my Ezlink, ATM card and IBanking keychain at 1st Ave. ZZZ. Stupid. Just plainnnn stupid. I felt worthless, lost and moneyless for the weekends. LOL. Anyway, I just mass reset my damn freaking hp. SIGH. Hundreds of messages just gone like that. All my greetings and every memory. GROSS ): That's the most upsetting thing to ever happen, to get your messages and everything cleared. Sighhhh. This phone is giving me so much problems that I feel like flinging it out of the window. Well, if you provoke me, I might just fling it right into your face. I'm sure it won't hurt 'cause it only weighs 89grams. The fit would. So... (: Oh, anyway I hope to have a blast on New Year's Eve. Let's make it happen (: THERE. I fed my blog. LOL. Ciao.

Don't speak.

Smile like you mean it.

Haha, so did anyone guessed correctly? G U E S S N O T : D Thanks for being so patient with Moi, your answer is right below : D



HA HA HA.
Damn exchange. Number ONE, and I got SUGAR and OIL, by TEHTEH. THANKS UH!


No. 2 was my EGGS.
No. 3 was a 40.5CM long PAD, disposable undies, and a packet of tissue.


No. 4 was the best, cucumber eye relaxing eye pads.


No. 5 wasn't that cocky, lip balm, stationery box and tidbits.


WTH?! WHY DID I GET NO. ONE!! HAHA, nvm I had my fair share of gift, enjoy the EGGS((:
Happy Christmas and Boxing Day everyone! (damn belated though.)

Haha, how's the holidays everyone? I hope you all had a great time! Well, I had truck loads of fun, even though I stayed home on Christmas day to finish my report. D a n g s. Right? Lol. Thanks PolJUNKdars for the X'mas party! ((: I enjoyed the junkie tonnes. Let me see, taiwan sausage, salt and vinegar chips, japanese rice crackers, japanese kachang puteh, loads of candy, dewberry biscuits, seafood pizza, jacq's very goooooood and yummy seafood salad (DAMN NICE), green tea, tehteh's mum's honey green tea brewed with so much love, 7-up, chipsmore, ice-cream, and absolute vodddddkkkaaa: DISCO VERSION. HELL YEAH! ALL HAIL JUNKIES :D (damn it larr, damn hungry now.. zzzzzz)

LIKE WOOOO...

I had a blast despite the very bad incident that happened. Thanks darlingssss! Feli love us, don't love monkey, OKAY? LOL. Drunk woman. See lar, drink some more shots larrr. Btw, I hope my eggs are happy k. They have faces, beware. ((: Love you allllll mucccch. And numees loveee, you are so brave! YOU WATCHED SAW 4. I'm so proud of you! Need me to relive the part when the officer got his head smashed in between two slabs of metal? HAHAHAHA(: Yay..

Somehow this picture just makes me laugh!!!!!!!! HAHA.
Today on boxboxbox day, went baking with my 2 sillies(: MY HAPPY FRIENDS! HAHAHA. Baking was kinda atrocious, semi-successful. But it tasted alright. So cheeeers. Oh and next time when you cook spaghetti, don't add too much water to the sauce. DIAO. LOL. Ame uuuuhh! LOL. Ended eating spawhetttiii. EWWW!!!! LOL Thanks for the day you both, for making me realise how fun baking and cooking is with the both of you around. I hope we can meet up againnn, end of holidays )):





Erm, I have no idea what creation we made.
Maybe Oreo flavoured cuppies with M&Ms.
HAHA..
Rushed down to Bedok to meet the bandits for K session. They GOT HIGH! Lol. Man my chinese sucks. :/ Lol I'm really an angmoh potatoe. More chinese songs for me k :D And btw boyfriend, the cupcake is horredous! HAHAHA. Don't try to make me feel better about my failed cuppie. BOOO. LOL. Singing slacking session after K outside KCC. LOL and a long ride home.

I DECLARE, my ear piece DEAD. ):
I hate one-sided music, a new ear piece, PLEASE?

Okayyyy, I think I need to get back to work? Grossssss. Ciaos<3

Christmas Eve..

Nice, my 300th post and it's Christmas Eve(: Though yesterday was cancelled, I hope today would be better. I'm getting really excited now! :D Going to prepare soon! Just thought I'd drop by here awhile and feed my blog. LOL, fyi it's not RUBBISH(:




Quick guesses what's in here, anyone?


No prizes for guessing though. LOL, it's for the exchange later. (: Stay tuned to find out what's in here! :D

YAWNS, got to go. Now! Have a jolly time everyone.

De Tanjong Katong.

Sunday, instead of sleeping in or having dinner with my gf, I was out somewhere at KATONG, in my band-tee, with my bandmates, performing for people, the most cocked up christmas performance I've ever performed, in that bloody cramped stage which could only hold 3 rows of chairs, which made the trumpeters and tbonists stand up the entire performance, and the percussionists scattered down below at both sides of the stage. TSK TSK. Poor thing. I really had a hard time breathing and moving, and i just could not concentrate on the scores. It's damn damn damnnnn frustrating. But who cares, I had my fair share of FUN throughout the day! Though I'm EXTREMELY EXHUASTED for no particular reason. I think I didn't do much lei. :/ LOL. Anyway, I'm utterly depressed. After the performance, it felt like I had thousands of zits popping out of my goddamn face. SIGH.

Anyway, I was the earliest to reach to meet my darling bbms! :D Yayyy. But Seehua was damn mean, she said I wasn't early. That was because everyone else was LATE. DAHHH. Lol. Nvm, Qinghui came and we went to shop for our x'mas givings. I gave Toblerones last year, this year I gave Dove chocolates. How boring can every x'mas giving be? Lol. FYI, I LOVE Toblerone chocolates. (: Dark especially. LOL. Had early lunch after Olivia and Seehua came.

Olivia loves climbing over locked gates, I don't know why. Lol, always risking my life with her. Tsk. LOL. Hmm. The. bandroom. was. AWFULLY. stuffy. Pffft. Mr Tan talked to us again. Hmmm, and I really didn't know our band had became a significance in his life. I felt kinda 'touched'? For what he has said, 'cause he does put us in his head. Sweet(: He just doesn't want us to fall apart after what we have build so hard. Unity is all what this band needs, I guess? (:

Katong performance was like last year, nothing special. Though the time spent with everyone was really enjoyable. I loved dinner break most(: We had Aston's. It was great personally. WASTERN FOOOOD. And I made mine more appetising. LOL.

Performance was hell, okay fullstop. LOL. Air gasping and losing sight of my score ya, all of us did. Lol the most bullshit performance. :D Damn bus was damn late. And only reached school at 10.30PM. Debrief and x'mas giving. My chocolate-overload. :D Thanks bandmates for all the sweetness(: Jayjay and Hunny-su came to pick Jols up! And went for a ride on our car. Went to Changi Beach and enjoyed the breeze. Few stars but the moon was so damn bright tonight. It reminded me of what Raz said: "The moon very big and round uh? COOKIEEEEEE!!!!" Lol. Damn funny lar :D So yeah, the breeze was soooooo nice. As compared to the air at Katong. The sea was shimmering underneath the moonlight, damn damn peaceful. I just stood there with myself for 1/2 an hour. Lol, and I got distracted. I was chasing some glow-in-the-dark thing on the shoreline. LOL. Lame man. LOL. When I told them, my bro just told me it was just a glowing fishing bait which someone lost.... Diao. Chatted for sometime and seeing the planes fly past every 5minutes. Quite irritating actually. LOL, 'cause it blocks out our voices eventually. Went home, deceiving our mum with our stories. We were suppose to pick her up! But someone decided to sent someone homeee insteadddd. LOL. Woops. Ya, that's about today. Long winded man. LOL, adios. :D YAY.

I don't know how to think anymore.

Moon gazing.

Dripping pespiration! Phew. And I stink bad. Just came back from a short jog and a couple of work outs. Ate too much lately. Tsk. Oh, was also moon watching while stretching out. Lol, it was looking mysterious tonight, behind a thin layer of silver clouds. I enjoy this little peace I call my own every night. Hmm, if only life was so serene. Okay. I seem to sound not very sane. Like I'm only talking to myself.

Nvm, I've been so tired lately. Haven't had a 'long' break for quite some time and online shopping is taking its toll! OMG. I'm sooooo addicted to it now and my cash is running low again ): I spent hundreds in just 2 days. SHOOT ME. LOL. Oh well, I enjoyed it pretty much, and my Threadless tee is coming to Singapore! WHOOPEY. I'm not upset anymore! Lol. Clothes, clothes, and more clothes. Hope to get a job soooon! Put the cash back I spent /: I want that pair of shoes! And I need a new shoe rack. Ikea, ikea, ikea, I'm coming. /:

I met up with most of my friends and my CANDY! FINALLY. Lol. Finally the 3 happy friends reunion. Lol. Candy was saying: "You laughter is still the same as last time!" Lol. How significant my laughter is to everyone : d Anyway, I hope to meet up and chill again : D and I hope we can do something healthier instead of shopping. Lol. Jol's a broke ass.

Band is such a bore now, I DREAD it everytime. I'm sorry to say this man, it's kinda wasting my time. I love band, but this is not how I'm going to spend my time on it. Everything that's coming up is really a drag somehow. Thank God after the 23rd, no more events and band practices? Lol. I hope.

Damn just realised how bored I am this holidays. And I almost forgot to do a report. ~~ Shall tackle it after bath. So ciao!

Poldars, rejoice 'cause 23rd and 24th is coming!!!! Merry, merry Christmas! (:
SJ my dearest gf, I haven't thank you! Lol, for being there all this while! You are love!!
And. I MISS QUEK GEOK HEE. (:

Be merry, my dear friends!


Lifehouse
Come Back Down

Staring right back in the face
A memory can’t be erased
I know, because I tried
Start to feel the emptiness
and everything I’m gonna miss
I know, that I can’t hide

All this time is passing by
I think its time to just move on

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I’ll be there for you
Don’t have to be alone
With what you’re going through

Start to breathe and fake a smile
Its all the same after a while
I know, that you are tired
Carrying the ones you lost
A picture frame with all the thoughts
I know, you hold inside

I hope that you can find your way back
To the place where you belong

You’re coming back down
You say you feel lost, can i help you find it
When you come around
From time to time we all are blinded
You’re coming back down
You don’t have to tell me what you’re feeling
I know what you’re going through
I wont be the one that lets go of you

I think its time to just move on

Rain, rain, go away.. (:

I miss the clique like crazy.
I miss school like crazy.
I miss my old photographs like crazy.
I can't get them back, because they are lost in a vitrual world I can never access again.
I think they are gone forever.. ):
Anyway, I'm back form Safti! I had a blast there and God knows why. Hunny-su and I turned INSANE. Lol. Seriously need a bucket when we go there please. (Droools and oooogling! OMG!) There were cute guys in their cute uniform, EVERYWHERE. The Navy contigen is like WOHHH!! I love them the best 'cause they were fully cladded in white! LOL. So drop-dead gorgeous CHARMING. I am so smittened by this damn freaking ass cute, dreamy-eyes, sharp nose and oh-so-tall Navy contigen commander. omfg. AHH. Whenever he's near, I'll just melt. Just like that. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ All that sugar rush. DIMPLES. HOMG! Two freaking dimples on his flawless face. I am so blown away. AHHHHHHHHH. My brother should have dragged me to take a photograph with him. DAMN! Hehe. Okay okay, nuff of the boy talk. (:

Thank God the rain stopped for us! The parade was awesome, I think we know why lar huh. I'm so proud of my big brother(: He was so estatic when he saw us, he just came over and hugged me like I was his teddy bear o_o" LOL. LIKE OOFs and UOFs and AWWs everywhere. Hehe. Buffet was alright and we get to laze around his dorm area. We had to wait for mum, dad and Jayjay for their 5-course dinner to finish. Lol. So hunny-su and I had long chats and we played foosball. It's screamingly insane. And I lost to her. Diao. Thank God it was only us in the room! We could bring the whole Safti down with our laughters and screamings! Lol. Yay. Today was so muchhh fuuuuunnn!! Thanks my hunnysweetlove for joining us :D You made someone so happy(: Love you Su-hanna Quek Geok Hee :D


HUNNY-SU IS L O V E (:
The two most important men in my life.

My family.. (:

Our pride(: You look so hot. LOL.
Loves!

What if, I was still standing, right here?
I know I wouldn't still be..
Good night.

Merry chippin' : D

It's beginning to look a lot like Chirstmas :DD

Whooopay. Happy holidays dearest people. Fully utilizing my damn pathetic 2 weeks holiday. No more papers :D And must say the papers are much easier compared to what we use to do like PBLs and case studies. Gross. The questions were direct and manageable. Just hope I can excel them this time. Time for projects! Booo. Datelines coming next year, a terrible clash with trading period. ):

Anyway, a hellavu better now. Just the usual aftermath of flu, the coughing and choking (clears throat). Aheeeem. Yesterday was a blast. I missed my band mates! Pool and arcade the usual things we do together at Parkway Parade. Drumming, DDR-ing, racing, bashing and shooting. Lol. Randy and Gareth is a horrendous concoction. Joke of the year :D So much laughters, I'm sooooo happy till today. I like it this way now. Thank God! :D Mmmmmmm, band on monday again. Okay gtg now, it's Jayjay's commission day today! Handsome man in their uniforms! AHHHH :DDDD YAY. BYE!

Stay close, don't go.

I'm starring at the glass
In front of me
Is it half empty
If I ruined all
You've given me
I know I've been selfish
I know I've been foolish
But look through that
And you will see
That I'll do better
I know, baby
I can do better

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me
I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight

Sometimes I stare at you
While you are sleeping
I listen to your breathing
Amazed how I somehow
Managed to
Sweep you off of your feet girl
Your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted
What you do
But I'll do better
I know, baby
I can do better

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me
I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight

Don't you know
My heart is pumping hope
It's putting out the fight
I got this feeling
That everything’s alright
Don't you see
I'm not the only one for you
But you're the only one for me

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me
I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight
Don't leave me tonight

((: The best Second Seranade song.
Stay close, don't go.

Tmr's the last paper, merry people! I can feel everyone starting to party alr! Lol. All I wna do now is stay home and tuck myself under the warmth of my blankie. But too bad, I need to copy notes and meet Kannan later. I wna stay home lar. ): Nvm. Eerik's POP is today!(: Congrats! Sorry I didn't go down today, Mum kinda forbidded luh. Still ill and needa chiong my last paper. Hmmm. Another good news! Jayjay's comissioning on the 15th! Yipeee. The whole family will go down to support you and kiss your head! HAHA. Awww. Our men of the house. Mummy and sister's pride. ((: Kay, the song is repeating non-stop on my itunes. Thanks Feli for the song reminder. Hahaha, yeah the song title is ringing in the background, I didn't notice it! Thanks for the info love(: Don't leave me tonight.. : D Kay, back to copying my notes! REJOICING ALREADY!!!!

But I'll do better. I know, baby I can do better.
Someone, wholehearted-ly.

Sick.

The flu caught me once again. The pain of having to go through a sore throat and runny nose. ): Immunity keeps getting worse every year. Sigh, I've become such a weakling. I exercise and pop my vitamins everyday, I still end up having flu every 3 months. Or anytime someone sneezes beside me. Life sucks. ): I'm sickly.... BOOHOO. Lol. Whatever lar, huh?

Man the weather sucks. It's never consistent for once, maybe that explains why I caught a flu. One moment I'm burning, another moment I'm like a frozen popsicle. Yesterday I went through a chilly weather without my jacket. Forgetting the sweater was indeed the stupidest decision ever. ): Jolebeans is sick sick sick. URRRG. ):

2 more papers to go and the busy weeks up ahead! Christmas shopping everyone : D Promised to get su-hunny a pressie this time. Belated beyond belated. Tsk. I realised I haven't been giving a lot this year, maybe it's my time to spread some love and joy. This the season to be jolly(:

Hmmm, a whole list of things I need to get over with:
- X'mas shopping
- Project and assignments
- PW Meetings! Ew.
- First Ave (stock-taking & VM)
- Can't skip band anymore
- Katong performance
- Pisang gathering (long time since I seen those banana-heads!)
- Finish the stuff I started painting/colouring
- House wrapping because we're painting the house! :/
- Poldar's x'mas night!!
- BBMS outings! : D
- COUNTDOWN TO THE NEWYEAR : D anyone? lol. promise to stay sober next year :)

So much for just 2 weeks.

(BLOWS NOSE!) Booo. Horrendous feeling. Sick and the ground is wet, should I go down tonight? x.x SAVE ME. It's so cold down below. AND MCR IS HERE TODAY. DAMN IT 'CAUSE I CAN'T GO. Black parades, byebye ): Stupid tests. Stupid. Stupid. STUPID. Think I need to go mug for the 3rd paper already.

Can anyone tell me how to study for Fashion Merchandising? Cui.

3/4 love.

3/4 L O V E (:

BF is love to the pover of 10! hehe. Mugging my ass off pretty bad now. I need a break, pooo. Oh wellll. One more chapter to go(: And A&P can go kissmyarse. My report! Left with 2 more components. I was just too tired to complete it last night. Kept nodding off while typing it. Lucky I managed to finish my intro and 2 other components. Yay, hope to get it done by todayyy. I'm going to watch Heroes now. Episode 11 is done! : D YAYHEYS. I need lotsa sleeep I reckon. Pillows? ): Jiayooooou Jolene!!! The weekend weren't that bad? Eh? Ciaos!

Thanks, bad ass day.

Damn, I'm here 'cause I don't know how to start on my report, a lame 3 to 5 paged one. ARRRG. I really am so stuck with it but oh well, staying up tonight to finish it so I can study on Saturday and Sunday. Hmmmm ): I'm so tired today, and the day didn't even went one bit well from the moment I stepped out of my house. The morning was really bad ass. So is the day. Beat this.

/I forgot to take my handphone which was left charging on the bed. Only realised when I was walking out of the lift so I went back to take it.
/Was digging my Ipod while walking to the bus stop and to realise only it was left charging. My maid was nice enough to take it down for me. Wasted another 5mins. Did I mention I was a tad late?
/While walking back to the bus stop, the strap of my mary-jane pumps popped outta place and I couldn't fix it back. I walked back home limping. Frustrating. And I picked a pair of shoes, which was kind of a misfit with my attire today. Pffft.
/Btw, all this? 'Caused me to miss two buses in the darn morning. Pissed. Fucking pissed. Nvm.
/So I boared the 3rd bus finally. While tuning in my Ipod? One side of my ear piece decided to die on me. FANTASTIC. So the entire journey, I was meddling with my ear piece, trying to fix it but to no avail. I went to school with "one-sided music" ): I'm utterly upset.
/Reached at 9AM on the dot. I was standing outside the classroom pondering why was the class empty. To realise I was at the wrong venue. Damn. $##^%&$%#@$##^%&$%@#. Lucky the group decided to wait for me.

BAD enough? Stayed in First Ave to finish up the visuals. And anything I did was a mess. SIGH. Big slap on the forehead. Had to leave for 2PM lessons but was back to finish up at 4PM. Somehow things turned out better and bf(: came. He waited for me to do up the entire shit lar. And we only left at 8PM. Thank God Hoho let us stay to finish! Lol. My team did well with the visuals again. The walls look AMAZING (: Good team effort! So much for standing and squatting for almost 3hours painting the bamboo backdrop. It's pretty mama! I love it!! I can't wait to open the store again! Cheers to 'Bikini Bar' !!! (: Lol, I suddenly thought of Roche today. Damn funny! OOOOO. Melts X; HAHAHA. K just kidding, I just think all my RMT tutors are so 'GAY" and gay : D LOL I love my tutors! ( : Huurays. Oh ya, at least something happening made the day better. HAHA. Only twinlove and I knows : D SECRET. Think I'm melting away too. GOD. LOL. Kaaays. It's 1AM. Time to blabber my report, now! (:

Having fun in First Ave. Whhoo, I feel so gay!Thanks for the fun, twinlove and jacq : D
Say hello to 'Bikini Bar' (unfinished)That's not wallpaper okay? It was painstakingly painted by my team for 3 damn hours.


What a contradicting day, still bad ass.
Nights and ciao : D

Are you assured?

Bad ass rain.
Nice weather to sleep in. Yet another schooless wednesday, but just busy wasting time trying to force myself to read this pile of notes. Sighhhh. Save me save me save me. Can't stop procastinating. Lol, I just keep painting/drawing anything I can get my hands on. These are some of my shit for Colour and Co. They aren't that fantastic, but this is what I really enjoy doing. : ) Btw, I didn't draw those models, I only coloured them. Lol. The rest are plainly still life. Haven't been drawing those for a long time. The skull is something extra I'm working on, but I kinda barely have time now to finish it. I HATE SCHOOL. Lol. Period.




Anyhoo, I received a call from this chinese-spoken woman, prolly she's PRC national. I'm utterly embarassed of myself 'cause I could barely understand what she said. I was practically struggling to understand and it took her so many attempts to simplify her words before I could make out what she was talking about. So much for being a chinese. Pffft, my chinese is just atrocious. Hurrays to my C6 grade. I scrapped throught the bloody hell subject. Btw, it's just strange how this weird stationery company got my name and contact number. What was more peculiar was that they're giving me a V.I.P card. What kinda bull is this? I swear I've never heard their ulupandan company in my life lar. Damn cocky mannn. And the caller said I can enjoy discounts and priviledges at their store. Hmmm, where was the store again? LOL. And she kept wishing my family and I well. Seriously, my mind was still blank after the call ended. I just went, "HUH?" Lol. Oh wellll, silly things people do? Just hope I don't get killed for giving my address. I hate unknown calls, 'cause I just don't seem to know how to turn them down. SIGH.

Alright, ciaos. Back to isolation!

Fix you.

Say hello to your worse nightmare. D:

Mid-sem tests, oh mid-sem tests. Say goodbye freedom Jolene. From next week onwards, it's hell. Freaking dreadful papers, projects, reports and 1st Ave trading setup. And my dearest New Year, please be a good one? This year sucked pretty bad. Sigh. 3 months more to the big 2 months holiday. Oh man. I hate school. And time flies, next year's gonna be my last year in TP. That's if I make it. Great. Life sucks. SIGH.

Time to be a cavewoman now and drown myself in schoolwork. So you'll see, I'll disappear and run away every now and then. Pray for me to be strong.

After so long, I've fixed it.
Can't imagine how grateful I am for myself.
And I can finally smile to myself, saying everything's over now.